Wow, how I already miss being in Guatemala!
Below is part of a letter that one of our leaders, who went on our mission trip, sent to all of his supporters. This explains well to what we all learned from this trip:
"John 14:18 says "I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you." and Galatians 4:4-7 says "But when the time had fully come, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under law, to redeem those under law, that we might receive the full rights of sons. Because you are sons, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, "Abba, Father." So you are no longer a slave, but a son; and since you are a son, God has made you also an heir."
What hit me in particular was after reading these passages Tuesday night, then going back to Remar on Wednesday morning and having these kids remember us and really start to visibly respond and open up to our efforts to love them... we had to leave them. That was it... we were off to lunch and another orphanage and they were left to the reality of things before we had arrived the day before. As we sat on the bus, recapped the experience as a group, and prayed for those kids... my heart was broken and I cried as I experienced what must be a small degree of the pain that our Heavenly Father feels when he looks into this world that He created, and sees the pain in the faces of those who are lost... those who are orphans now and potentially for eternity.
As I spent time with a young boy named Oscar and felt incredibly inadequate in my inability to communicate with him... all I could do was tell him in Spanish that God loves him, and that I love him. Although he shook his head in agreement, I could see in his eyes that he wanted so much more. I have to imagine that more than anything in this world, the kids at Remar desire a relationship with someone they can call mom or dad. And because of the fact that Guatemala is currently closed for adoption and the likelihood of those kids ever being adopted is very low... I struggled with the reality of those kids situation and the lack of hope they must feel. Those kids live in a world filled with rules but no relationships. And in a way, we all live like orphans sometimes when we live our lives as if we had to follow rules in order to be accepted by our Heavenly Father, rather than recognizing that we have already beeen adopted as sons and daughters by God. We already have an eternal inheritance that will vastly exceed all of our expectations and as a result, we live our lives in obedience out of gratitude to God for having rescued us from our status as orphans.
When I was in college, I went through a tape series and booklet called the Sonship Program with some guys from my church. The program focused on this concept of our adoption as sons and daughters of God... but that concept has become more of a reality for me as a result of this trip. I hope and pray that God will continue to reveal to me His purpose for leading me on this trip and I also hope that you may be encouraged by this brief glimpse into my experience. Finally, I hope that this will be the beginning of a new theme in my life and that I will have the opportunity to participate in similar trips in the future. Again, thank you so much for your faithfulness and your friendship. Please feel free to call or email me with any questions or to hear more about the trip!"
- Jon Rankin